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Bitterleaf — A Naruto Fanfiction

Chapter 30: The Permanent Paper

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The office's note came down at the week's end, carried by a runner with three other errands in his sash, folded twice and sealed with nothing but its fold.

It asked the keeper of the herb shop to come up in the morning and read a paper concerning the trial. It named no hour. It promised nothing. A paper was a paper: the reading of it was the office's to arrange, and the walking up was the shop's, and the note spent no words pretending otherwise.

Ren read it twice, the way he read papers, and folded it into the day book at the week's page. The evening's counter ran its ordinary course in front of it — salt by the measure, a pot of salve, a carter's boy sent down at a run for the salt drink — and the shutter came down on the note unread a third time. For a paper from the office, that was a kind of patience the winter would not have afforded.

In the morning he barred the door and walked up the hill against the day's first traffic: beam teams coming down slow with the yards' timber, a drove of goats arguing with two boys and a dog, the gate's carts queueing for the road in the order the gate gave them. His road ran the other way, and it was empty, and he climbed it at the pace of a man whose errand was reading.

The clerk met him at the long table by the window, where the trial's months had been received. Two papers lay on the table, side by side, and the clerk's hand lay near them, the way a hand lies by things that are about to change folders.

The first paper was turned toward him to read.

It was written in the office's clean hand, and it was not long. The trial stood closed, the paper said, at thirty-six of thirty-six, none refused. The office would take, standing, twelve sachets of wound powder of the shop's standard, each month, at the board's price — one hundred and twenty the sachet, as it had stood on the board since before the trial was a word. Every lot labelled. Every lot inspected at the hill on delivery: the labels read in full, and half of every lot weighed at the office scales, of the clerk's own choosing.

And lower on the sheet, in the same clean hand, stood two lines that were not the office's way of writing, and were the office's now:

No lot goes up without its label — the name, the drying week, the mark. No date set by the office skips the drying. A lot is ready when the making is ready.

"You wrote them under our words in the winter," the clerk said. "Under a trial of three months. The office has had the three months of them, and it writes them in its own hand now, and keeps them. They are the paper's lines, Aoyama. Not yours on loan."

Ren read the paper a second time, the whole of it, the way he had read the trial's paper in the winter. Nothing in it promised a register. Nothing in it named a supplier, or a dossier, or any standing for the shop beyond the order's own words. It was a standing order for sachets, monthly, and it knew what it was, and what it was not.

He signed where the clerk's finger rested, in his square hand.

The clerk opened a new folder — its spine not yet lettered — and laid the paper in it as its first page.

"The months will go under it," he said. "One page, month under month, as they are delivered and read. The trial had three pages in a folder of its own, and the folder is shut. This one will hold as many pages as the years give it."

Then he laid the second paper down the way a man lays down a question: apart from the first, and turned toward Ren, and not yet folded for any folder.

It was a question from the office, written as one — with the asking left in it, in the office's own phrasing, the way the office wrote a thing it had not decided.

Andō had come in while the signing went on, with a folder under his arm and the corridor's light behind him, and had taken the window's end of the table without ceremony, the way a man takes a place that is his by long use. It was his asking, the clerk said, that stood on the second sheet — the office asked it, and the doctor would speak it, because the trialling, if it came, would be his to run.

"The hill trials preparations," Andō said. "Against the fever that stays — the one that does not break on the third day under the standard course, and sits in a chest for a week of nights. The office knows the shop keeps a preparation of its own for that fever. Derived at your bench, out of your own trials, at your own cost. The office asks whether the shop would supply it — in lots, labelled as your lots are labelled — for the hill's trialling."

Ren considered the question the way he considered a price: whole, and in its parts.

"The lots can go up," he said. "When the office orders them. Labelled, and inspected like the others — labels read, the office's measure weighed. The price will stand on the shop's board before the first lot of it is made, written there for the office to read like any buyer. That much is a seller's answer, and it is the whole of it."

"And the making of it?" the clerk said. "The office will be asked. Papers like to hold a thing entire."

"The making cannot go up," Ren said. "It is not a paper, clerk. And hear the rest of it plain, because papers like to hold a thing entire: no preparation stands made in this shop. What stands is a page of four lots that failed, costed to the last ryō, the nearest of them wrong in its balance.

"It is a summer's end of failed lots standing in a book with their costs written against them, and a bench, and hands, and a taste learned off failures of my own making, and no other man's. What the shop can make, when the office orders it, is the next lot off that page — made to be tried, and written down whatever it does. The shop sells what it makes. It does not sell the making. There is nothing to hand over but the lots themselves — and if the hill wants the thing tried, the hill orders the lots, and reads their labels, and doses them in its trials, and writes what they do. The writing will be the hill's. The making stays at the shop."

Andō nodded once, brief as the day he had read a page of timed notes standing in this shop's lamplight, in another season.

"That is the answer the office can use," he said. "A preparation is trialled in lots, or it is not trialled at all. No doctor doses a recipe off a sheet and calls the sheet's author to account for the dose. I will tell the office the shop answered like a shop."

The clerk wrote the answer's shape onto the question sheet in his clean hand — the lots, when ordered; the labels; the price on the board; the making the shop's — and folded it for the year's folder. Not the standing folder. The question belonged to the year, the clerk said, not to the order, and the office's folders kept their kinds apart.

Going down the corridor, Ren passed the preparation room by its open door. The stool stood up-ended on the bench, where a stool waits out a room's idleness. The mortars stood in their row on the shelf, clean and dry, and nothing in the room had been touched since the last using. And Andō, walking his own way with the folder under his arm, said — the way a man remarks on weather in a building he works in, which is not his field's and not his gift to give —

"The nomination paper is being prepared in this building. For the bench. Prepared is the clerks' word for it — not signed, and carrying no date that I have seen. The name in it is the name the clerks carry: Serizawa. I say it because it can be said. It is known by everyone who carries paper here, and it would be a strange honesty that told you the price of leaf and hid the weather of the house you sell to."

"The bench is the hill's to fill," Ren said.

"It is," Andō said. "Fill or no fill, the office will still want its sachets read, and its weighing done, and its fevers answered or honestly unanswered. That much of the weather does not change with a name."

That night the day book took the day's papers in the shop's own hand, at the week's page, under the note that had summoned them.

The standing paper is signed. Twelve sachets monthly, standing, of the shop's standard, at the board's price; every lot labelled; the labels read in full and half of every lot weighed at the office scales, the clerk's choosing. The shop's two conditions stand in the paper in the office's own hand, as the paper's lines. The order's months will go on one page, in a folder of their own.

The office asks whether the shop would supply, in lots, for the hill's trialling, the preparation its trials have been deriving for the fever that stays. Answered plain, as it was answered in the room: the preparation is not made; its page stands at four lots, failed and costed. The lots, when ordered, made off that page, labelled and inspected, at the price on the board. The making does not go up the hill. There is no paper that holds it.

Word from the office, said because it can be said: the nomination paper for the bench is being prepared. Not signed. Not dated. The bench is the hill's to fill. The shop's road is boxes, and the boxes go up readable.

The trial had been a thing done to the shop for three months — weighed, read, and counted by other men's hands. The standing paper was a different shape of thing: not an arrival, and not a prize, but a page the office would write on monthly, for as many years as the years gave it. The writing of it, month under month, was the work itself. The shop shut its book on that, and barred its door, and the road outside settled into the dark with the boxes' road quiet on it till morning.